
Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/
works/4060243.
  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Underage
  Category:
      F/M
  Fandom:
      ニセコイ_|_Nisekoi:_False_Love
  Relationship:
      Ichijou_Raku/Kirisaki_Chitoge
  Character:
      Shū_Maiko, Adelt_Wagner_Kirisaki
  Stats:
      Published: 2015-06-02 Words: 4725
****** Just Give Me A Reason ******
by TheAnimeZankyou
Summary
     She couldn't believe her eyes at all. She wouldn't expect him to do
     such things. She stared in horror at the scene. A knife plunged into
     a male who was pinned against the wall. The person holding the weapon
     was Raku. All she wants to know is why he had done it.
She stomped her feet as she was forced to walk alone even though she had
arranged to walk with her boyfriend. He decided to cancel at the very latest.
Minutes before she was near the meeting place. Chitoge was going to be in a
foul mood all day. She hated being ditched without a good reason or without a
warning a few hours before hand.
She walked past an ally as she usually does. The only thing that was different
this time was there was a man pinned against the wall and a knife lodged into
stomach. She squealed when she who was doing the hurting. Raku. She stared in
shock at his vicious nature. She had seen a man been murder countless times
before but this one she couldn't stomach it. She covered her mouth from the
horror. Her boyfriend couldn't meet up with her because he had to kill a man.
The male spat out blood onto himself. Raku viciously pulled out the knife from
his gut and dropped him to the floor. He lay there in a lump, blood pooling
around him. Raku smiled and hid the weapon behind the bin.
He quickly ran towards Chitoge and ran straight past her not noticing that she
was there. His eyes were full of anger and hatred. They looked glazed over.
That wasn't her boyfriend. She had no clue who he was.
"Hey honey..." She looked round to see Raku standing up the road a little bit.
"I would leave that area before someone notices you and him," he had noticed
her. Chitoge ran straight towards him. Raku waited up for Chitoge so they could
walk with each other as promised. She wanted to ask him why he had killed a
man. It wasn't in his nature. She just glanced at him from the side of her
eyes. She looked down to his hands to see they were covered in blood. It was
like he had dipped his hands in blood red paint. She made sure that none of the
blood got onto her white uniform.
"Do you even realise what you have done? You have just taken someone's life,"
Raku just ignored her as he didn't know what to say. He couldn't tell her why
he had done so. She looked at him to see that he was ignoring her. She wanted
to hit him so badly but she held back. She didn't want his hands to touch
anything.
Raku had asked Chitoge to get his keys out of his front pocket so she could get
his shoes. Raku had left Chitoge at the lockers while he rushed straight to the
toilets with Shū, directly behind him. They entered one of the quiet bathrooms.
Shū turned on the water so Raku didn't need to touch the taps. He watched as
the blood dripped of his hands. The water in the sink had been died the colour.
"It was a success?" Raku nodded his head with a smile on his lips. After many
years, they had succeeded. Shū was the only one out of all his friends to know
what happened when he was three. His young friend had comforted him. It felt
nice that someone cared for him as much as Shū did.
The blonde haired male pressed the soap dispenser and watched as the soap
turned red as Raku rubbed his hands together. He had to scrub quiet hard or it
would stain his hands. Telling people that he got revenge for his family is not
something, someone would not want to hear. Shū was the most understanding out
of all his friends though he would jump to conclusions when it was trivial
matters. When it was serious, he always heard what Raku had to say. Though Raku
jumped to conclusions, he always kept his first opinions to himself until he
heard the story.
After the boys had cleansed Raku's hands with a lot of soap and water. Raku
took out his phone as Shū left the room and stood in front of the door making
sure no one came into the room. If they did, he would say that someone was in
their with a girl. Many guys knew that they had to have a buddy when they were
with a girl.
"Hey, it's done. He's in fifth street. The knife is behind the bin... A
bit...but it can't change the past at all. It won't bring them back... One
small problem, Chitoge saw me though... I won't tell her, I promise. See you
later," Raku hung up the phone and walked outside to see Chitoge standing there
with his shoes. She looked pissed of at him. Shū was hiding behind her so he
wouldn't get in trouble. He slipped his other shoes of then put on his inside
shoes. He walked back to the cloakroom to put his other shoes away. He didn't
look at Chitoge at all. He didn't know what to say. He didn't even know if she
was going to talk to him at all. She just glared at him as he walked away. Raku
didn't want to talk to her either. He felt some what proud of his actions. She
just wouldn't understand.
Raku entered the classroom just as the bell had rang. Chitoge looked upset as
he didn't make eye contact. He glimpsed many times at her deflated face. He
brushed his hand against her knee. She moved her leg so he wouldn't be able to
touch her.
"Don't touch me," she whispered to him. He pouted as he liked touching her.
Once they claimed their love for each other, they begame slightly more intimate
with the hand holding. Chitoge glanced to him and saw that he looked depressed.
It wasn't because he had killed someone or the fact that he couldn't touch her
leg. It was something deeper. "Honey, what's the matter?" He looked over to her
with glossed eyes. It was definitely something deeper. She was going to find
out what was bothering him. It was the duty of the girlfriend.
All throughout the class, he wasn't paying attention. Chitoge tried to get the
attention of Shū to see if he knew why Raku was acting they way he was. Shū
kept staring in a fantasy at the teacher. Raku had told her how Shū had liked
the old home room teacher. She found it so cute that Shū had some one he liked.
He wasn't even paying attention to anything just kept staring acting like he
was listening.
Chitoge looked back to Raku to see that he was looking so tired. He was resting
head with his hands as it propped his head from falling off. Whatever was on
her mind must be really bothering him. She reached over and touched his knee.
He flinched slightly but he loved the feeling of her hands on his knees. He
placed a hand on top of hers and held it tightly. The desks were joined up in
two's when they had reached the middle of second year. Raku and Chitoge just
happened to be the placed together. The teacher didn't notice as their hands
were under the table and she was focused on the board. Some teachers had the
third eye and creeped the kids out when they pulled out their phones or passed
a note. The pair interlinked fingers under the table for the first time since
the desks had been pushed together.
-X-
During lunch he seemed even more distant. It seemed like Shū was the only one
who could grab his attention. He just kept look down at his phone. There had
been a text from the boss about the mission that was a success. Despite it
being successful, he wasn't at all happy. Chitoge was worried about him. He was
never like this. He was always so cheerful and peppy. She was taken back when
he reached for her hand and just held it. His hands were all warm and sweaty.
They acted like they weren't doing anything wrong. He was still looking down
but this time he was holding onto her. He still had his phone out. She was
confused when she felt her own phone buzz.
*Lets get wild at your house.* The text read. She saw that it was from Raku. He
looked over to her with lust clouding his eyes, this time. Hair falling over
his eyes. He was slightly blushing. Chitoge smiled and tightened her grip on
his hand. She didn't reply back as he was beside him but she slowly nodded. She
was hesitant but she would go along with it. She knew he would try and not hurt
her. She was blushing madly from the thought of them in bed together. Raku
smiled and leaned on her shoulder. For some reason she couldn't be angry at
him. She would use the sex to get the answers out of him. She knew he was
having sex with her for a particular reason despite that he loves her. She
wanted to do it with him. She was ready for that step in their relationship.
"I'm scared. Please be gentle with me," he kissed her cheek sweetly. He rested
his head against her temple and closed his eyes. She felt his breath on the
side of her face. She was desperate to hold him and make sure everything was
alright with him. Was he guilty for killing a man? His nose gently rubbed
against her skin. The action was so gentle and soothing. The girls stared at
the pair as they were all lovey-dovey.
-X-
Raku entered her room and sat on the bed, nervously. He was going to have sex
with Chitoge. He was looking forward to it so much. There was just something he
had to do first. He would be getting the condom from the bathroom then take a
small detour. Chitoge was sitting beside him, with the same nervousness he had.
He had no idea where to start. Kissing was usually a good start though. He took
a deep breath, swopped in and pressed his lips against her firm ones. She had
her eyes closed, all tensed. He placed a hand on her shoulder and coaxed her
into kissing him back. Chitoge placed her hands on his waist and kissed him
back.
Raku pushed Chitoge on her bed and climbed on top of her. He was straddling her
stomach as they kissed. It felt strange lying on top of her as they made out.
Raku licked her bottom lip asking for entrance. She gladly accepted it and met
his tongue with her own. She loved as the two muscles circled each other. She
opened her eyes to see that he was slightly sweating. She pushed his blazer of
his shoulders and threw it on the floor.
Raku managed to win entrance and he began to explore every inch of her mouth.
She gripped his shirt moving her body against his. She felt his groin against
her leg. She moaned as she wanted to feel more of his groin. She placed her
knee up against it. Raku moaned into the kiss. She felt him shift his body
weight so he was resting on his arms. Raku grabbed the hem of her school shirt
and pulled it over her head. He was greeted by her porcelain skin and a lovely
rack. She was blushing madly as he had never seen her bra before.
"You are absolutely beautiful," he leaned down and kissed her stomach. Her
hands were still wrapped around his neck. She pressed her stomach against his
lips. He loved the feeling as they shared a gentle embrace. She slowly
unbuttoned his shirt with shaking fingers. She loved the strong chest that
revealed to her. She discarded the shirt and threw it in the floor. They were
unaware that Claude had peeked in the room when she began unbutton his shirt.
He sighed and closed the door again. Adelt had told him that whenever she was
ready to give herself to a male, whoever it was, he had to allow them. He
locked the door from his end and placed a do not disturb sign on the door.
Raku leaned down and softly kissed her neck. She purred when his lips met her
skin. His fingers traced down her body. Chills ran down her spine as he was
gently caressing her. He began to leave marks on her skin. The hairs on her air
sticking up even more. He would lick the skin where he had just marked her.
"Can I remove your bra?" She nodded with a blush on her cheeks. His hands
wrapped her around her back and unclasped the bra. His fingers brushed against
her skin. He slowly pulled it from her frame. He looked down in amazement how
beautiful her breasts were. The most alluring part was her perky nipples. He
had never seen a women's breasts before. He gingerly reached the breast and
gently touched the mound.
"Raku, ngg," she moaned as he poked the nipple. He leaned down and took the
pink nipple into his mouth and ran his tongue along it. He loved the reaction
that he got out of her. He wanted to hear more of her moans and purrs. He
circled his tongue around the nub. Chitoge moved her legs from the pleasure.
"Darling, tell me why you did it?" Raku ignored her and continued to lap up her
nipple. It became so erect in his mouth.
"Mmm?" He moaned as he sucked on the nipple. She played with his hair and
arched her back a bit.
"D-darling, tell me why you killed a man," with his spare hand he grabbed her
hand and interlinked their fingers together.
"I can't tell you," he said as he kissed the back of her hand. "Just don't
worry about it. I had a motive for it. He didn't just piss me off and I killed
him," that was more information than previously. Was he not allowed to tell
her? Or was it because he simply didn't want to? She hoped it was the former
one and not the latter. What was his motive? He looked slightly pained when she
asked about it.
She had figured that he loved her breasts more than the rest of her. She
enjoyed touching her nipples. She covered her mouth with her hand to suppress a
moan. She had nudged his semi-erect penis in the process of moaning. Raku
moaned into her breast. His hands slid down to the top of her skirt and gently
pulled it down to her hips. He placed butterfly kisses on her stomach as he
followed the skirt. He kissed the hem of he skirt. She moaned gently as his
hair tickled her hips. Her hips raised as she moaned. Her hair became
dishevelled on the bed. She let go of Raku and clutched her bed sheets
"Can I take them of?" He asked as he wanted to be a gentleman. She nodded her
head. The blue haired male smiled and grabbed her underwear and skirt and
pulled them down her silk legs. She still had a long socks on. He grabbed the
socks and pulled them off as well. She clenched her legs together. She was
completely bare. Raku pried them open and kissed her inner thighs. He placed
soft kisses on her inner legs. He could feel the heat radiating from her area.
He climbed back on top of her and kissed her lips gently. She was enjoying the
sensation of his lips on hers. They didn't kiss often but they always made out
when they did. She trailed her hands to his belt and unbuckled his trousers.
His erection poked out more of his boxers. As they made out he pulled down his
trousers leaving his boxers on. His tent was now fully erect. His hands trailed
down to Chitoge's entrance and gently touched it. She was soaked. She moaned so
loudly as he touched her wet area. Raku smirked at the noise.
"I'll ask you, are you ready?" He was praying that she was ready for him. She
was. Raku stood up and pulled down his boxers. He was halfway down when he
realised he forgot to get the condom. "I need a condom," Chitoge shook her head
when he pulled his boxers back up, killing the mood. Did she not want to use
one.
"I have some in my top drawer," Raku walked over to the drawer and found the
box. He pulled one out as they had school the next day. She shifted in the bed
so she was comfy. She watched as Raku pulled his boxers back down and pulled
the condom on his erect penis. He climbed back on the bed.
He lined himself at her entrance and gently push herself through. She was
pushed up the bed as the tip entered her small hole. She could feel herself
tensing up from the pain. Her walls wrapped his around his penis. Raku leaned
over and kissed her cheeks making sure to kiss away the tears. She hadn't
expected that he would be so large. She closed her eyes as he still pushed
forward. His face hid in the nape of her neck. She clawed his back as it hurt
so much. He pushed past the barrier making her cry out it pain. Raku soothed
her hair as he continued to push to the edge of her walls. He was only half way
in.
"Just push the rest of you in!" Raku kissed her lips as he thrusted forward at
her command. Her fingers dug into his back making him moan from the sensation.
"It'll be only sore just this once. I promise," he kissed her forehead. She
began to move her hips against his own. He didn't move as he waited for her to
get used to the feeling of someone inside her. She brought her knees up and
hooked her legs behind him as he thrusted in and out of her. She could feel a
weird sensation pooling at the pit of her stomach. She had no idea what it was
but it felt oddly amazing.
"F-Faster," she purred hoping the feeling would increase. As he increased his
speed the sensation increased as well. She bit her lip to stop her from
moaning. Her breathing be came hitched and raspy. A light lair of sweat covered
their skin. Her back arched to meet up with his thrusts. His face stayed in the
crook of her neck as he thrusted his hips inside of her.
Raku began to bite her neck when he was about to come. He didn't want her
family to hear them at their climax. He bit on her skin hard, when he reached
his climax. His seed collected at the end of the condom. He pulled out and
removed the latex cover. Chitoge climbed up, in the bed and pulled the covers
over her. Raku walked over to the bed and joined her after throwing the condom
in the bin.
They were fully naked under the covers. She was lying in his arms, panting
heavily from her first time been taken away. She was sleeping in his arms. It
was so comfortable lying like that. He had a protective arm around her. He was
so happy that he was able to the thing he most wanted. He was able to claim his
girlfriends first time. No one would be able to take that way from him. She was
lying with her back to him and his arms wrapped around her as they spooned. Her
ass was so silky smooth just like her legs.
Raku woke up when he heard a knock on the door. He grabbed his boxers and
placed them on and grabbed his trousers and placed them on. He dashed around
the room as hunted for his shirt. He trousers weren't fully up as he walked to
the door. He couldn't keep them waiting. He would just have to hide his body
behind the door. He opened the door and saw Adelt standing there with a smile.
"I know you have had sex so don't worry. I came to talk to you about the
incident this morning," Raku nodded his head and accepted a blue dressing gown
which was in Adelt's hands. He grabbed the male and pulled him out the room
before Chitoge noticed that he was gone. They sped walked to his office. Raku
had never been in his office before. He was scared as it was a business office.
He would be treated as a member of the beehive gang.
Once they reached the office, Raku saw that his father, Ryuu and Raku's
grandmother where waiting inside along with the members of the beehive gang.
Raku stood beside his family. His grandmother placed a soft hand on his
shoulder. She was near 80 but she was fit like a spring chicken. He knew
exactly what they were going to discuss. It felt awkward looking at the beehive
member as he had just had sex with their young mistress. He was wearing his
trousers but he didn't have a shirt on at all.
"Thanks for joining us here. I have gathered you all here as we have certain
matters to attend to. First, the recent trafficking of young women will soon
come to an end. We have found out many members of the group thanks to the
Shuei-gumi group," Raku's family could easily find out information due to their
large network. They had young, skilled, children that would play in the streets
collecting information. If there was any chance that it was lies, the older men
would deal with them. Most of the kids were orphans that were brought into the
group. They could play and have food. Some went to school to learn, others
worked for their siblings.
"Raku Ichijou, I personally have to thank you for dealing with the one who was
after Chitoge," Adelt had said it at the precisely wrong time.
"What's going on? Darling?" Raku turned round to see Chitoge at the door. She
was in a fluffy dressing gown. Her silky legs were on full display. She walked
over to him and stood beside him as he refused to speak to her. "What does my
dad mean when he said that you dealt with the man concerning me. I should know!
Obviously, I am a part of it so deal with it," Raku pulled her closer to him
and held onto her so tightly. His arms around her stomach as she face her
father. He kissed the top of her hair.
"There's more to it than just you and I can't tell you the other parts,"
Chitoge looked down in sadness as how he had said it. "...it's too painful," he
kissed her neck and rested his head on her shoulder. He was gripping tightly
onto her.
"Raku is this the hot girlfriend, your father was going on about," Raku nodded
his head.
"Hello dear I am Sakae Jinnouchi. I'm Raku's grandmother," Chitoge shook the
wrinkled hand. It was very warm and gentle. She was confused how the last name
wasn't Ichijou. She had figured that it was Raku's mother's last name. In fact
she never met the woman before and Raku never talked about her. She stayed
cuddled up in his arms. She felt her legs give out. He was holding onto her
quite tight. He was slightly proud that she was having trouble standing.
"Honey, go to bed. I'll join you soon. I need to be a part of this meeting."
"I want to know what's going on. Just a general idea what's happening. Am I at
least safe?" Raku nodded his head.
"I would never let anyone touch you so freely. You are mine," he kissed her
hair again. She leaned against his body. His grandmother patted his shoulder as
she loved how romantic he was with her. Adelt shook his head and Raku stayed
quiet. "Honey, go to bed. We have school tomorrow. The quicker you leave, the
quicker this meeting can finish," Raku was staying over no matter what the
circumstance. He spun her round and kissed her lips gently. She sighed and
walked out the door after one final kiss.
Adelt stated quiet for a few minutes before carrying on with the meeting.
"There will be a small fight tomorrow from all of us except Raku as you will
defend Chitoge if worse comes to worse," the blue haired male nodded. "They
will pay for what they did 14 years ago. Members of the beehive be aware of the
Shuei-gumi group as they may be slightly agitated. We have taken out most of
the large force. Just the tiny nobody's remain."
"The Ichijou family, we are deeply sorry for Kaori, Mina and Ryōma. Tomorrow
will be the day you get revenge for their tragic deaths," all three members
bowed their hand.
"I know I'm not involved in the fighting and neither will Raku but make sure
you avenge my beautiful daughter, granddaughter and grandson's life," Chitoge
heard Sakae speak. Was it Raku's mother or Raku's aunt that died? She walked
away from the door quickly as she didn't want to be caught. If the woman was
Raku's mother then did Raku have a brother and a sister? She hid under her
cover trying to gather her thoughts. Since Raku's grandmother did not take the
name of Ichijou then she wasn't connected to Raku's father. She was Raku's
mother's mother. So the women who died was indeed Raku's mother and that her
boyfriend had a brother and a sister.
She felt two arms wrap securely around her waist. She snuggled into those
strong arms.
"Your dad says that if we want to sleep together, we have to be dressed. Now
put your pyjamas on," Chitoge sighed and quickly grabbed her clothes and
slipped them on. She glanced to her boyfriend who had made himself comfortable
in her bed. He didn't have shirt on neither his trousers just his boxers.
Chitoge climbed back in her large bed and lay beside Raku who was still awake.
"You should sleep. You look tired," she caressed his cheek with the back of her
hand. He closed his eyes at her soothing motion. She moved her hand to his hair
and brushed her fingers through his hair. He was certainly tense and stressed.
"The guy who I killed this morning...raped my mother and my younger sister. She
was a year young than me," Chitoge couldn't believe what she was hearing. She
snuggled into his chest and held tightly onto him. "My older brother who was 10
was killed for trying to protect my mum and sister. They were...just at the
shops," she felt as the tears slipped down his face. "They were going to do the
same to you. That's why I killed him," she kissed his lips softly. Raku purred
and pushed her on her back and kissed her roughly. She was taken back his
force. His hands cupped her face and held her close.
"Is that why you wanted to have sex today?" Raku nodded against her lips. He
was desperate for her touch. Chitoge kissed his lips one final time before
turning on her side. Raku got the hint that she wanted to sleep and lay
directly behind her with his arms holding onto her. She held his arms as they
slept together.
"Does Shū about the incident?" She asked before they fell into a deep slumber.
"How do you think I got over it? He was my rock and took my mind of the
situation," he muttered into her hair. He was scared for tomorrow as they could
potentially kill Chitoge but it would be over his dead body. Raku and Tsugumi
would pair up and make sure that she stayed safe. Chitoge loved as they would
breath in sync with one another. His chest would rise against hers. She felt
like she was in heaven. He was not killer but someone who just wanted to take
revenge for his family and protecting his girlfriend. She couldn't help but
love how protected she felt at the precise moment.
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